hey hi,

today i walked a lot through the shopping streets near my school & i was fascinated by how little i know this place. there are so many shops i didn’t know and i found an asian store also! it was so big and look how tall that section for ramen is!!! 

anyways i bought some mochi and sponge cake & now i know where to go always during launch break for snacks.

maybe see this as a small reminder that you can some days take your time and discover a bit of that world around you - cuz there‘s so much to see!

yesterday was a refreshing day! the last week my family had some bits of problems - the kind of problems that stick to your head while you lay falling asleep at night.

so we went to legoland (childish but funny & pretty nice for my younger siblings). we had too much food packed but however, it was a nice day! i could keep my head empty for at least eight hours straight … that doesn‘t happen so often. there were many attractions & rides and i tried everything out with my siblings. also i rode a roller coaster with two loopings. i don‘t see myself as a person who loves the adrenaline rush but i can be pulled to any roller coaster or whatever, be soo afraid and still ride it in the end. but it‘s a good thing i guess?

i picked some of the pictures i took - it was all build from lego! 

and on our way back we held at a stop and i found some cute cows and took pics of them too.

look at those clouds! i‘m a person who constantly  watches the sky. there always is something bautiful - wether its the setting sun, the bright moon, the clouds (, pink clouds!), stars or just the colours of the sky.  

also the sun was setting & it looked soo pretty!! i rly could imagine myself living on the countryside later when i‘m older.

btw i‘m thinking about selling some pictures i take online & gaining some pocket money … good odea? 

school is stressing so much these days & it won‘t get less the next weeks until the start of the holidays. tmr i will write an exam (a analysis of a poem from romanticism) and for writing that essay we will be given 4 hrs. but now i am not in the mood for sleeping bcz as always i‘m overthinking abt some things (like why he is acting so weird & not talking to me abt anything - as if he would have not a single thing in his life or sth that happened in his every-day life that would be worth telling me! am i rly that boring? am i not worth speaking to?) and so i guess i will fall asleep tmr during that exam???

however, (idk if i ever mentioned it but) there‘s a park right next to my school and the two girls i once nearly called my schoolfriends became somehow distant and completely ignored me the last days so i got a lot of time for myself and walked through nature (once again). i think nature rly is more reliable than human. at least it is there whenever i need it, it always embraces me with a kind, warm-feeling hug and i just know: 

nature would never judge me for being who i am. 

hey! much time has passed & we‘re all a lil bit older again. i remained just the same person but still i have changed in every possible way. that last bit of a month was quite hard for me. but i won‘t write abt that here. i have started a new notebook for things i wanted to say & never did and i must say - my writing looks so nice in there! and the pages are so beautifully designed! 

however, today i came back early from school, made myself a latte macchiato (since we buyed that coffee machine i nearly had coffee everyday lol) and wanted to make myself a quick small meal cuz i never have breakfast in the morning so i was a bit hungry. i wanted to try sth new & here‘s what i made …

𖧧 take 2 eggs and seperate the egg yolk from the egg white

𖧧 mix the egg white with a hand mixer until it is nicely foamed

𖧧 add some cinnamon and 2 tablespoons of sugar

𖧧 then add the egg yolk to the egg white and simply mix it with a spoon

𖧧 melt a small piece of butter in a pan and then add the mixed egg mixture

𖧧 leave a lid on the pan & when the bottom is nice and golden you can turn the omelet 

𖧧 if the other side is also golden brown, you can take the omelet out & add some honey and butter on it

 and that‘s it!ヽ(*⌒∇⌒*)ﾉ

also i walked much in nature again (it truly is the purest way of healing my soul) so i put some of the pictures i took here ッ

enjoy your days and byebye